I totally get those days when my insides don't match with the outside weather. I really like rain.
Not the first time I've posted this song to the blog. Hmmmm.
I somewhat recently had a health scare of sorts and sadly it motivates me in a way. I've always worked better on a deadline, really stressful times tend to be times when I live up to my potential...unhealthy.
I'm really trying to be inspired by positives. Motivated by joy. Working without a deadline. Living in the moment.
The only time I feel like I lived my life even close to this philosophy is when Parker was born and before Dema (four years and even then, definitely not every minute of that time).
You can kind of get the feeling of my inside from my house. I have at least twelve projects going on at a time and I can't bring myself to finish any of them. I've sort of finished one and it is being used. A small victory.